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在時代夾縫中成長,經歷過難以想像的艱辛歲月,見證了半世紀的風雲,進入過色彩絢爛的古代文化世界,遨遊過西方廣闊的思想天地,宇宙六合,俱在心靈重現宏偉的圖景。一生堅守的信念,源自內心深處:確信愛與自由,比一切重要。自由,是精神超越的必要條件。愛,不論愛人與被愛,生命才顯示色彩。沒有愛與自由,漆黑一片,生不如死。一生未能忘懷的,是托爾斯泰的《戰爭與和平》。一生的摯愛,永遠埋在心底。一生追求的,是天上的雲彩。 Living in continuously changing times, I have been through a bitter period of life. I have seen the changes that went through in this century. I have entered into the magnificent world of Chinese Classic and Literature, and I have traveled through the plains of the West in my heart, this beauty is once again reborn. My principles that I bear in mind every moment comes from within my heart: the power of love and freedom are most important and towers over the other things in life. Freedom is state of mind which we all have to overcome. Love - no matter if you are being love or in love, the world seems much brighter, happier. Without love and freedom, life would be like blackness, living as though dead. One of life's most memorable moments was when I read Leo Tolstoy's War and Peace. The person I love most in this world would always be there, deep down in my heart. Chasing after those moments in life, is like chasing the clouds that drift across our skies.

2014年1月15日 星期三

懷念北方的朋友

澳門轉冷,寒風驟起,樹木搖晃,沙沙作響,天地悲涼,心思反而更曠遠。

路上,經過卓家村一列的「假菩提樹」,樹身已經三圍,幹粗枝壯,但樹葉細小,有點滑稽,天地造化,實難以理喻。十多年了,每行經這列夾路大樹,都不其然慢步 或駐足,帶著同情念頭仰望細看。如果是下雨天,更有蘇東坡「莫聽穿林打葉聲」的意趣,仰天一笑,葉子上的積水和著雨水,迎面灑下,痛快極了。也許,大樹精 靈為我的滑稽而笑得振抖哈腰。彼此彼此,自然成莫逆。

但在寒風中晃搖的枝條,挑動天地的愁緒。北方已經進入寒冬了。

想起西安的朋友,這些天才橫溢的學人才子,現在做甚麼事呢?

與李浩訂交十年,從剛完成博士的小伙子到主持一個文學院的院長,我親自見證中國現代學人成長的艱難。西北雪雨紛飛,心裡寄望他安然無恙。

斯德哥爾摩應該下雪了,希望馬悅然老當益壯。

天津也冷,羅宗強教授要好好保重。

天涯何處無芳草,而且三圍巨木多的是。抖擻精神,我也上路了。

注:原發表時間 2006-11-30 12:05

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