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在時代夾縫中成長,經歷過難以想像的艱辛歲月,見證了半世紀的風雲,進入過色彩絢爛的古代文化世界,遨遊過西方廣闊的思想天地,宇宙六合,俱在心靈重現宏偉的圖景。一生堅守的信念,源自內心深處:確信愛與自由,比一切重要。自由,是精神超越的必要條件。愛,不論愛人與被愛,生命才顯示色彩。沒有愛與自由,漆黑一片,生不如死。一生未能忘懷的,是托爾斯泰的《戰爭與和平》。一生的摯愛,永遠埋在心底。一生追求的,是天上的雲彩。 Living in continuously changing times, I have been through a bitter period of life. I have seen the changes that went through in this century. I have entered into the magnificent world of Chinese Classic and Literature, and I have traveled through the plains of the West in my heart, this beauty is once again reborn. My principles that I bear in mind every moment comes from within my heart: the power of love and freedom are most important and towers over the other things in life. Freedom is state of mind which we all have to overcome. Love - no matter if you are being love or in love, the world seems much brighter, happier. Without love and freedom, life would be like blackness, living as though dead. One of life's most memorable moments was when I read Leo Tolstoy's War and Peace. The person I love most in this world would always be there, deep down in my heart. Chasing after those moments in life, is like chasing the clouds that drift across our skies.

2014年1月23日 星期四

人生在追求甚麼?

宇宙一直在遊移,未嘗有過固定的形態。
遊移之所以成其為宇宙的存在狀態,皆因物質。有物質必有引力,互相吸引。引力主收內,積小成大。大者為日星,小者如微塵。不斷相吸,必導致一球獨大,超級無比。但這種事不會發生。因為我們的世界,存在自我平衡的複雜機制。
有了物質,消解的力量便同時出現。世界本來正、反兩種力量並存,互為消長。以中國古老的智慧,概括說是陰、陽。
反物質的消解力量,現在天文學稱為黑洞的東西,便是其狀態。黑洞,一種反物質、反形態的外散力,不斷消解引力,消滅物質。不存在任何可見的物質形態,一直剋制著星體的合併。
兩力交鋒。勢均力敵,則可以保持現狀。引力的內黏度不足,嚴重者,宇宙解體,一切形態消失。最後,灰飛煙滅。
因此,屈原〈九歌〉傳遞司命的豪情壯語:「壹陰兮壹陽,眾莫知余所為。」
即使黑洞吞噬了這世界,但對立於黑洞的力量亦同時而生,新的宇宙進程再度開始。人生是宇宙的縮影,生理上的新陳代謝,體現宇宙的進程。
時刻保持生命的勁力,方足以抵抗吞噬生命的黑洞。生命的黑洞不在天,不在地,不在其他人,而在我自己;在我自己內心深處:神在其中。
生命的勁力,源自意志。人生的一切追求,必然拒絕任何的墮落。怠惰,是生命的黑洞。神叫人生,不令人死。開放心靈,堅持信念,身體力行,傳遞生命的訊息,超越人生一切的黑暗。則立己立人,大海搏動天地的心聲,宇宙遍灑日星的光明。鳶飛魚躍,生生不盡。因此說:
We hold these Truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.

原發表時間 2009-03-27 23:41

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