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在時代夾縫中成長,經歷過難以想像的艱辛歲月,見證了半世紀的風雲,進入過色彩絢爛的古代文化世界,遨遊過西方廣闊的思想天地,宇宙六合,俱在心靈重現宏偉的圖景。一生堅守的信念,源自內心深處:確信愛與自由,比一切重要。自由,是精神超越的必要條件。愛,不論愛人與被愛,生命才顯示色彩。沒有愛與自由,漆黑一片,生不如死。一生未能忘懷的,是托爾斯泰的《戰爭與和平》。一生的摯愛,永遠埋在心底。一生追求的,是天上的雲彩。 Living in continuously changing times, I have been through a bitter period of life. I have seen the changes that went through in this century. I have entered into the magnificent world of Chinese Classic and Literature, and I have traveled through the plains of the West in my heart, this beauty is once again reborn. My principles that I bear in mind every moment comes from within my heart: the power of love and freedom are most important and towers over the other things in life. Freedom is state of mind which we all have to overcome. Love - no matter if you are being love or in love, the world seems much brighter, happier. Without love and freedom, life would be like blackness, living as though dead. One of life's most memorable moments was when I read Leo Tolstoy's War and Peace. The person I love most in this world would always be there, deep down in my heart. Chasing after those moments in life, is like chasing the clouds that drift across our skies.

2014年1月22日 星期三

體諒

機器難免失靈,人生或會失意。失靈,可以檢修;失意,務必重振。
一輛汽車也不隨便掉棄,何況人生!
馬嘉烈醫院後山,有一加油站,站後有小山岰,無名。1970年有汽車修理站,名蘇潤記。時醫院未建,尚是山林,小溪橫躺。夜靜無人,猶聞細語。寒月吊形,草蟲有聲。我在這裏苦度兩個春寒,凍雨連綿,仰天無語,星河寥寥。命運的不濟,無可奈何?
棲身鬼魅之林,為的是生存。每日為損毀的汽車,重撿生命力。我一向不怕油污,於是大凡車底的一切任務,都率先處理。可以單人匹馬,一週之內修復損毀的十噸汽車引擎。完成之日,引擎試車,氣喉噴出股股慘白色的廢煙,嘭嘭轉動,無限快慰:一雙手,可以化腐朽為神奇。
也為了生存,有些小巴司機,前來換裝緩沖板為槽鐵橫架,如此兩車雙踫,則人毀而自安。假如踫及行人,非死必傷。大部分小巴,都是如此。凡欲我安裝此類鐵槽的,一概拒絕,並曉以大義。雖間有詈罵而去,亦多知此自私之行,放棄安裝。雖屠狗之輩,亦重道義。
路經街頭,偶見修理工人不避勞苦,感懷昔日,特誌此篇,以見人棄而不自棄之可貴。

原發表時間 2009-02-02 23:01

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